March 19, 2009

The first blog

Hmmm... what should i write?

I have been encouraged many times to start blogging as it's supposedly good to have a record, like a journal or such, to keep those memories intact and down in black and white. So that when age and amnesia wash away your cells to hold stories, tada! 'You have a BLOG!" :P Guess it has never been important to me in this sense. Somehow it is like, i feel what i feel and to write it down seems to be 'dispersing and dissecting' it. And i always ask friends who blog "why?", isn't it weird to have people reading about your life and what you are doing or thinking? Are people getting more expressive or this world is just getting too heavy for us to keep it all inside? Here i am, at midnight, trying to write a blog to see how it feels. Maybe i will feel loosen after pouring out thoughts? Maybe i will get addicted to this channel of expression? Maybe i will find a writer in me? In any case, now that i am starting, i do not really care whatsoever or howitsever... will keep it going if i can and maybe nobody will see this blog until someone try to google me IF i am famous.

I'm already starting to feel impatient so if i ever become a writer, it will be either i am bloody wealthy or something traumatic happens or there is such a thing called destiny...

Thou shall end this blog with a poem...

JIGSAW PUZZLE

what if we think of lives as jigsaw puzzles
that are made up of countless pieces
pieces of you and me
pieces of my families
pieces of dark thunder clouds
the days and things that make us sulk
pieces of us making love
the memories that are filled with wonder
yes i think my life is like a jigsaw puzzle
that are made up of countless pieces
thank you for being part of this jigsaw puzzle
am so glad to see you in my life picture